Monday, February 20, 2012
Chapter 4
First day at work and somehow it didn't feel good. I left the office at 9pm. The people were generally approachable and friendly but i wouldn't conclude anything yet because this is just the beginning.

Actually I'm experiencing fears within.The fear of not being able to do a good job, unable to meet deadline and the fear of being overworked. If I'm a fresh grad from school, maybe the last point wouldn't affect me at all. I don't know, somehow as the years go by, I'm beginning to dislike working late. But I guess as long as I'm an art director working in advertising, this is gonna be the lifestyle I have to lead.

I'm not quite comfortable with my environment yet because everything is new and unfamiliar. It usually takes me  a long while to warm up. In my first agency, it's about 3 months? The previous one was about 6 months? So I'm not too sure how long it'll be for this current one.

Dear Mister G, where exactly is that green pastures?